I’m in a funky state of emotion. I’m not sure how I’m feeling lately. I’m finally graduatng from college in 18 days. That is if I can pass my 2 and ahalf classes I’ve already mentally checked out of months ago. I’ve just been floating along, and I’m not sure where on this journey of life I’m at right now.
My car is falling apart. I new one is needed unless I wanna keep forking out money for frivolous repairs. I’m getting tiresome of living with my parents. I’m sure I would be a tad more sane if I had more time away from them. But I can’t complain to harshly, there not too inquisitive on my already somewhat secret personality.
Holy Batman these contacts are clouding my eyes. I didn’t even know that was possible. At least with glasses you can take them off and clean the residue. Dear lord what is that.
I’m still without a boyfriend. 26 years old and have yet to be in a serious relationship. WTF is wrong with me. I can’t seem to catch a lucky fucking break. Why does this whole happy relationship thinn people have feel like. Am I cursed or what.
The one guy I’ve liked the most for the last year suddenly stopped talking to me. I guess I’ll be forever baffled. And the funny part is, that he probably thinks he’s doing me a favor. Ummm…. hello, to leave one wondering if sheer torture. So not fair.
My typing skills have vastly improved. Geez, didn’t realize till now.
I haven’t been as much of a gym rat for the last 3 months I was for the last 3 years. When I say the grind here, I don’t mean work, I mean the gym. I need to hit the pavement again. Procrastination will decease after this wonderful Tuesday evening.
I’ve become somewhat of a hermit and am OK with that With visits lately to the coroners and guilt trip classes on irresponsibility on the road, I’m OK with being a homebody. (insert) where having a boyfriend would be awesome.
Anyway, back to this algebra I suck at and being distracted from time to time with random things I wanna look up.
I’m out.
